I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shine ain't always gonna be gold

Before I get into this whole blog business, something very traumatic just happened to me. As most people know I work in an office building and I believe there are only two other women (besides myself) that work here (my mom is one of the two :]]]]]]) anyways. Today I am the only girl here so it kinda sucks being stuck in an office building for 8.45 hours with grumpy men (lol) Today, I decided to wear a high waisted skirt that clings to my butt a little when I walk so i always have to make sure I pull it down right when I get up. Of course the one time I get up and I do not think to adjust my skirt, the skirt rides up and part of my cheek is hangin out. Such a tragic experience. I honestly do not know if anyone saw anything but it was embarrassing none the less.

Ive have butterflies flying around me. But im putting my guard up and staying true to myself. Maybe I will be surprised at how far being myself can get me. I heard news today. Good news maybe. I just hope this good news comes true. Its not like I am hoping for anything or praying that by some stroke of luck I get my wishes, Im just happy that I may get a chance to hang out with someone Ive been wanting to hang out with for a while.

Okay. Does anyone else have a HUGE problem with this whole Jordan Van Der Sloot thing? Like really? He was quoted saying that he only killed that Stephany Flores girl because "she intruded his private life". From what I gather, she was looking through his computer. Big deal. So because she looked through his computer he felt compelled to kill her. That guy has something seriously wrong with him. Like with the whole Natalee Holloway thing he pretty much confessed to disposing of her body elsewhere but he claims he didnt kill her? Honestly what kind of sick person can sit back and feel no remorse for KILLING SOMEONE! I hope this guy gets thrown in jail for the rest of his life and made into someones prison girlfriend or something like that cause he deserves to be abused.

And one more thing about current events I guess....I read online today that Gary Coleman's wife was selling pictures of him dead. That is sick. Like who could say they loved someone sooooo much and then try to make money off their death. That does not sound like true love to me. I am sure that Gary Coleman would not want people buying pictures of his dead body. I mean I know I wouldnt want people buying pictures of me dead....thats just weird. How has our society become so desensitized? Cant we have a little consideration for people?

Blahhhh. I had quiet the adventure last night. Ha. Very strange but always interesting with my friends. ljfal;djfa;fdja;kdfjal I am literally just out of words right now. I think thats a first for me. I am usually NEVER out of words but I just.......................idk.

Last night I had a dream about you

In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

Why don't you play the game ?
Why don't you play the game ?

jittery jittery jittery jittery blah blah blah blah :) :) :) :) happy happy happy

-Kim


random spontaneous fun is the best fun you can have :]